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(12 will never die | dark is the sky)

The model list of DOOM (last update November 4th +12:00GMT) [19 Jan 2005|09:56pm]

[ mood | productive ]

Lairites: Abby, Carlen, Caryl, Jess, Nell, Rin.Collapse )

Note: Making this post public because I can. Adding non-Lairites who have cast lists somewhere because I can. Well, okay, not as much because I can as because finding you've copied someone's model, even if they/you're not in the Lair, can be a pain. Also because I like wasting time and the more I do this, the less laundry I have to do. Actually I'll just have to do that laundry later. Oops. Oh well. Moving on.

Non-Lairites: Meru.Collapse )

Want a body model? Have a definite plan for a body model? Reserve it.Collapse )

Well, go on, demand yourself be listed. :P

(1 will never die | dark is the sky)

PSA: [13 Jan 2005|12:12am]

[ mood | chipper ]

The Writer is having herself a hissy powertrip bitchfest that is so long it isn't done yet and you all have to wait for tomorrow to see her brilliant impression of Yosemite Sam on hallucinogenic drugs. Oh, she is weighing in indeed. It's going in her journal as well, so no worries there (or accurate ones, anyway) and none of you are being locked out.

And now, if you'll excuse me, I'm off to create the kind of problems that are worth this much drama in-between timelines. Ooo - bunny, bunny, who's got the bunny...

(4 will never die | dark is the sky)

"It's a perfect ending for this piece of shit story." [12 Jan 2005|02:19pm]

[ mood | pissed off ]

Seem to be using that quote a lot lately.

But this is it. Enough.

I am going to say this once. Only once.

Grow the fuck up. Everyone needs to. And they need to now or all this shit is going to fall apart.

We are all now, officially, adults. I am one of the youngest people here. But really… and I don't say it to make myself look shiny, but it DOES take a lot to piss me off. If you're my friend, I will put up with you for the most part, because I love my friends and I'm willing to put in the effort. I can be immature. I can be needy. I can be whiny. I can be intimidated by people I don't know very well and even by those that I do. And best of all, I know all this. I'm not blaming it on my age, because hell, I'm a person. I have faults. Everyone does.

But guess what? Knowing isn't enough. It's caring enough about what you're doing to others AND, here's the big one, actually trying to get better that counts. If that means getting offline and staying away for a week, then do it. If not for yourself, then for the people you care about who you are hurting. If that means not talking to a certain person, fine. Don't. You know what you can and can't deal with.

You do know when you're really trying. Somewhere in that brain of yours and hopefully in your heart, you know. And you're the only one who can really say for sure. But if you know the answer you're giving is the wrong one, hey, here's a good time to try fixing it. I know it's hard. Life is hard. But we're people, and people adapt. If you need to ask for help, do it. Don't whine. Don't start shit. Just ask. There are people who will help you. And if no one else, I'll do it.

On another note:

If you cannot separate what the Host feels or does from what the muse feels or does? Then you need to either learn or leave. It's very simple.

This is supposed to be fucking making us happy, and it's VERY hard for me to remember the last time the Lair, as a community, did that. Every day, wake up, oh look: there's a new problem. With the "she said, she said," the constant cries of "unfair" and "unloved," and the deafening paranoia that people seem to love to cover with spite.

I mean, Jesus Christ, people. You don't even have to talk to these people that much. You don't see them at home, you don't have to share a bathroom with them, or fight over the last cookie. You. are. online. friends. [For the most part. I know there are exceptions. Go with me here.] There is NO reason for all this shit that seems to happen on a fucking regular basis.

We ALL have problems at home outside musing. Every. single. one. of. us. Because, surprise of surprises: we're human. That's what happens. And all this? This isn't helping ANYONE. We have too much stress in our lives as-is.

If you think it's aimed at you, fine. Then it is. If you don't, then it isn't. No matter what I say about that, you're going to think what you're going to think. You should know what kind of person you are. Fuck your intentions right now. You should know who you are. And if this is aimed at you, then I don't know what else to tell you.

All this shit is hurting people who don't need to be hurt right now. People I love. Hell, it's hurting me too. Yes, what you say and do can hurt all of us. It shouldn't, but apparently this works in both a positive and a negative way. Deal with it. Bottom line is I am sick of watching other people get caught in the backfire and have things made worse for them than they already are.

This isn't fucking middle school. Grow. The. Hell. Up.

So let's try this again. My name is Carlen. I'm saying this because somewhere in my head, I think it's right. Whether or not it is, who can say? I love my friends. I'm sick of seeing everyone here suffer because of the above things. I think it's disgusting that others have to have their relationships with others jeopardized and limited because of jealousy, paranoia, and greed.

I'm leaving comments on. If you've got something to say, say it. Far be it for me to stop you.

(3 will never die | dark is the sky)

[12 Jan 2005|09:10am]

[ mood | calm ]

Good morning happy people. :P Eh. We have extreme weather in that roads are closed and public transport is cancelled. So, I have a little of this morning before my mother lets me drive into work. ;) Tonight, and until the 29th, I will be studying. Hard. Plus, gym, work and so on. So, unfortunately, I won't be around much if at all.

Therefore, this is the perfect opportunity for me to do what I've been thinking about for the last couple of months. I won't be posting here, or in Future Lair again. I'm keeping myself as a maintainer as both, as I am a founder, but I'm not subjecting myself to the stress that comes with either. My characters will reply if there is an issue or post that interests/concerns them, but in general, I won't be there at all.

I've looked back on the patterns of shit, and everything stems from one of these two places. Frankly, I don't need it. To clarify: I am not leaving RP-ing with any of you. I have too many nice little things going on. ;) I will be in my own community and y'all are welcome to join in threads, and as stated, I will reply to shit I deem ok to reply to in Lair, Future Lair and your respective communities. However, if you don't want me or mine near your communities, now is the time to say, because I'll respect that. ^^

Anyway, this is not due to anyone. This is for my own self, my own sanity and if people (again, no one in particular, bloody disclaimers are pissing me off) have a tantrum about this, do not expect me to really give a shit. I graduate in a year. Hopefully. Or at least I will should I make this move. Hopefully. :p

So yeah. I hope y'all understand. <3

Much love to all my bebe's.

(4 will never die | dark is the sky)

[10 Jan 2005|04:01pm]

[ mood | worried ]

NicoCollapse )

(10 will never die | dark is the sky)

[09 Jan 2005|08:18pm]

[ mood | amused ]


...we still need to be nacho warriors. *nodnod* Come hither to my office kitchen.

(dark is the sky)

[07 Jan 2005|05:48pm]

[ mood | confused ]

Ok, this is, like, kinda weird, with a capital WEE...

Hosts meeting up is bad for my mental health, totally. Our 'beloved' Host met up with Miss Rin and Miss Meru the other day, and the Scottish ones decided it would be a cool idea to go out at Halloween... dressed as me and Irvine.

So the guy with me in his head is dressing up as Irvine, and the lady with Irvine in her head is gonna be dressing up as me. I mean, WTF? I'm, like, totally confuddled...

(6 will never die | dark is the sky)

[07 Jan 2005|11:47am]

[ mood | apathetic ]

...I have not been wished away to the cornfield.

(67 will never die | dark is the sky)

[06 Jan 2005|05:45pm]

[ mood | amused ]

Is it just me, or does everyone need a good dose of shut the fuck up recently?

(dark is the sky)

[04 Jan 2005|10:16pm]

[ mood | surprised ]

Hey, look at that. Just over a year ago we met all you guys and actually wandered over here to make a comment.

Wow. Year. Doesn't feel like it. Ignore me. Random realization of the day over. ^^;;

(2 will never die | dark is the sky)

Yo, Host Abby [04 Jan 2005|08:20pm]

[ mood | devious ]

And anyone with a particularly good imagination [ie Kas, Saniya, and oh yes, Ben]:

The Host was watching old episodes of Judging Amy and found an old favorite.

Picture Kyle wearing a backwards baseball cap, sitting crouched on a couch and bouncing. There's a baby sitting on a table in her babyseat in front of him. And oh yes, Kyle is singing. Not just singing, but singing Veggie Tales. And not just Veggie Tales, but the Song of the Cebú.

Now for those of you who don't know said wonderful song, let me quote some of the lyrics at you:

Boy is riding with cebú
Boy is riding with cebú
Into town in his canoe
Into town in his canoe
Sick cebú is rowing and sneezing
Achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo,
achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo moo moo...

Hippo chewing on bamboo
Hippo chewing on bamboo
Can't see boy and three cebús
Can't see boy and three cebús
Sad cebú is rowing and crying
Boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo,
boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo moo moo...

And I do believe those are carrots he's conducting the song with. Oh and you really must see the hand motions. It's really... beautiful. XD

(dark is the sky)

[04 Jan 2005|03:26pm]

[ mood | hyper ]

I am mighty! I have a glow you cannot see. I have a heart as big as the moon, as warm as bathwater. We're superheroes, man! We don't have time to be charming! The boots of evil were made for walking. We're watching the big picture, friend. We know the score. We are a public service, not glamour boys! Not captains of industry! Not makers of things! Keep your vulgar moneys. We are a justice sandwich, no toppings necessary! Living rooms of America, do you catch my drift? Do you...dig?



(13 will never die | dark is the sky)

[04 Jan 2005|03:53pm]

[ mood | amused ]

booooooooogies... >.>

(16 will never die | dark is the sky)

[04 Jan 2005|03:28pm]

[ mood | mischievous ]

...I found a Penguin on the beach.

(2 will never die | dark is the sky)

[27 Dec 2004|02:03pm]

Hey, ah, Jynx:

Thanks for the present. Very useful. Very strong stuff. Either that, or the dosage was calculated for your weight.

The phrase "More stoned than a hippie at Woodstock" springs to mind as to the effect on me. Still working on the dosage.

Still - very appreciated. Will doubtless end up needing it because "placid" has nothing to do with my existence. Thanks.

I owe you.

(30 will never die | dark is the sky)

[27 Dec 2004|08:01pm]

[ mood | cheerful ]



(dark is the sky)

Presents when the host leaves home, but first.... [27 Dec 2004|12:57am]

[ mood | amused ]

Happy Holidays, all.

Don't pet the monkey. He bites. With his chainsaw.

(dark is the sky)

PSA [26 Dec 2004|03:22pm]

[ mood | okay ]

Writer is carting us off to Scotland for two weeks, where we will harass the (un)fortunate members of circa_innocence until they get sick of us and murder us in our sleep. >.> <.<

We will probably steal their internet at some point or another, during which we will talk to our lovelies. However, don't expect much of us, or much of them for that matter, for Meru's plan is to drag poor Lady Rin all over Scotland going, and I quote "wheeeeeeeeeeee!".

We apologize in advance.

(6 will never die | dark is the sky)

[25 Dec 2004|02:50pm]

[ mood | chipper ]

Merry Christmas peeps.



(5 will never die | dark is the sky)

[25 Dec 2004|06:52am]

[ mood | cheerful ]

Merry Christmas and happy hilidays to all of you from all of us.

This also applies to non-Lair members by the way. Anyone who reads this, there is much love. :) Probably won't be around for New Years, so hope you all have a good year too, while we're at it. May it be full of love and happiness, you all deserve it.

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